(Continued from previous post)
Chapter 2: Time and Forgiveness (the first world you play in the game)
The painting shows Tim and the Princess? drinking wine in the garden.
2a. “Tim is off on a search to rescue the Princess. She has been snatched by a horrible and evil monster. This happened because Tim made a mistake.”
So a lot of people thing that Tim is the “horrible monster” mentioned and I tend to agree as we see her running away from him at the ending level. So could this be Tim trying to rescue her from himself? In other words, trying to get back to how he was before he changed somehow? Trying to defeat the monster within himself…
What mistake is this talking about? Maybe Tim setting off the bomb?
2b. “Not just one. He made many mistakes during the time they spent together, all those years ago. Memories of their relationship have become muddled, replaced wholesale, but one remains clear: the Princess turning sharply away, her braid lashing at him with contempt.”
Here is an instance of the Princess being talked about literally, as though she has literal human qualities. It’s things like this that make me wonder if she’s supposed to be a real person or simply represent something…
2c. “He knows she tried to be forgiving, but who can just shrug away a guilty lie, a stab in the back? Such a mistake will change a relationship irreversibly, even if we have learned from the mistake and would never repeat it. The Princess’s eyes grew narrower. She became more distant.”
2d. “Our world, with its rules of causality, has trained us to be miserly with forgiveness. By forgiving too readily, we can be badly hurt. But if we’ve learned from a mistake and become better for it, shouldn’t we be rewarded for the learning, rather than punished for the mistake?”
Here’s the game in a nutshell. Tim wants to go back through these past mistakes, past experiences, and fix his errors. By fixing them, he can then continue on, being wiser from the journey. Think of the game this way: If you could record yourself playing this game (mistakes and all) and then take out all the mistakes, only showing your perfect path through, no one would know you ever made mistakes (yet you would be wiser from making the mistakes, learning from them, adjusting your play and then erasing them and moving on). Tim wants infallibility.
2e. “What if our world worked differently? Suppose we could tell her: “I didn’t mean what I just said,” and she would say: “It’s okay, I understand,” and she would not turn away, and life would really proceed as though we had never said that thing? We could remove the damage but still be wiser from the experience.”
2f. “Tim and the Princess lounge in the castle garden, laughing together, giving names to the colorful birds. Their mistakes are hidden from each other, tucked away between the folds of time, safe.”
Here is another place where the Princess is expressed as an actual person… unless this entire experience is supposed to be a metaphor for something.
Chapter 3: Time and Mystery
The painting shows Tim raising a glass of wine, a woman sitting on the left side.
3a. “All those years ago, Tim had left the Princess behind. He had kissed her on the neck, picked up his travel bag, and walked out the door. He regrets this, to a degree. Now he’s journeying to find her again, to show he knows how sad it was, but also to tell her how it was good.”
Not sure what this means.
3b. “For a long time, he though they had been cultivating the perfect relationship. He had been fiercely protective, reversing all his mistakes so they would not touch her. Likewise, keeping a tight rein on her own mistakes, she always pleased him.”
3c. “But to be fully couched within the comfort of a friend is a mode of existence with severe implications. To please you perfectly, she must understand you perfectly. Thus you cannot defy her expectations or escape her reach. Her benevolence has circumscribed you, and your life’s achievements will not reach beyond the map she has drawn.”
3d. “Tim needed to be non-manipulable. He needed a hope of transcendence. He needed, sometimes, to be immune to the Princess’s caring touch.”
3e. “Off in the distance, Tim saw a castle where the flags flutter even when the wind has expired, and the bread in the kitchen is always warm. A little bit of magic.”
Chapter 4: Time and Place
The painting is of Tim leaving or entering a room with a child in the bed.
A little about the painting: My take on this (based on the dialogue within) is that this is Tim leaving his old childhood room at his parents house – a glimpse into his past and it is a young Tim who is in the bed.
4a. “Visiting his parents’ home for a holiday meal, Tim felt as though he had regressed to those long-ago years when he lived under their roof, oppressed by their insistence on upholding strange values which, to him, were meaningless. Back then, bickering would erupt over drops of gravy spilt onto the tablecloth.”
4b. “Escaping, Tim walked in the cool air toward the university he’d attended after moving out of his parent’s home. As he distanced himself from that troubling house, he felt the embarrassment of childhood fading into the past. But now he stepped into all the insecurities he’d felt at the university, all the panic of walking a social tightrope.”
4c. “Tim only felt relieved after the whole visit was over, sitting back home in the present, steeped in contrast: he saw how he’d improved so much from those old days. This improvement, day by day, takes him ever-closer to finding the Princess. If she exists – she must! – she will transform him, and everyone.”
This makes me wonder if the Princess represents perfection somehow… Gah! This is driving me nuts what she represents!
4d. “He felt on his trip that every place stirs up an emotion, and every emotion invokes a memory: a time and a location. So couldn’t he find the Princess now, tonight, just by wandering from place to place and noticing how he feels? A trail of feelings, of awe and inspiration, should lead him to that castle: in the future: her arms enclosing him, her scent fills him with excitement, creates a moment so strong he can remember it in the past.”
It’s things like this that make me feel this game is a little to existential with its story and that bothers me. I’m desperately wanting this story to have a definite meaning!
4e. “Immediately Tim walked out his door, the next morning, toward whatever the new day held. He felt something like optimism.”
Ok so this chapter in a nutshell describes some of Tim’s past, and how he views it. He looks back and sees how much he’s grown up since then, how much he’s improved; and that improvement somehow gets him closer to finding the “Princess”. Maybe she represents consciousness or a zen-like understanding of the universe. Maybe she is the universe… or nothing at all.
Chapter 5: Time and Decision
The painting for this chapter shows Tim (possibly as a teenager) leaving home, waiting at the airport.
5a. “She never understood the impulses that drove him, never quite felt the intensity that, over time, chiseled lines into his face. She was never quite close enough to him – but he held her as though she were, whispered into her ear words that only a soul mate should receive.”
The “she” that is being referred to here I don’t believe is the Princess. I believe it is either Tim’s wife or mother. The only reason I say mother is I believe she is mentioned in the Epilogue but I’m definitely leaning toward wife at this point.
5b. “Over the remnants of dinner, they both knew the time had come. He would have said: “I have to go find the Princess,” but he didn’t need to. Giving a final kiss, hoisting a travel bag to his shoulder, he walked out the door. Through all the nights that followed she still loved him as though he had stayed, to comfort her and protect her, Princess be damned.”
Okay, so in this part, I believe Tim is leaving his wife. His wife wants him to stay with her and protect her, but he leaves to “find the Princess”. His wife obviously doesn’t care about the “Princess” (or whatever it is Tim feels compelled to find). He is described leaving in exactly the same way he is described leaving the Princess in 3a – picking up his travel bag and walking out the door.
Chapter 6: Hesitance
The painting shows Tim in a crazy city and it looks as though he’s thrown his wedding ring in the garbage.
6a. “Perhaps in a perfect world, the ring would be a symbol of happiness. It’s a sign of ceaseless devotion: even if he will never find the Princess, he will always be trying. He still will wear the ring.”
I believe this could be talking about Tim’s obsession with his work. Even though he’s a work-aholic, obsessing over finding the “Princess”, he is knows he has a devotion to his wife… maybe… But the way this is worded, also makes it sound like the Princess could be within his wife… “even if he will never find the Princess, he will always be trying. He still will wear the ring.”
6b. “But the ring makes its presence known. It shines out to others like a beacon of warning. It makes people slow to approach. Suspicion, distrust. Interactions are torpedoed before Tim can open his mouth.”
This almost makes it sound like Tim is out trying to find another woman, but his wedding ring gives him away…
6c. “In time he learns to deal with others carefully. He matches their hesitant pace, tracing a soft path through their defenses. But this exhausts him, and it only works to a limited degree. It doesn’t get him what he needs.”
What he needs… another woman? Maybe Tim cheated on his wife and the “Princess” he once knew has vanished. Maybe that’s the mistake he made (or one of them anyway).
6d. “Tim begins to hide the ring in his pocket. But he can hardly bear it – too long tucked away, that part of him might suffocate.”
Hmmm….
(continued in next post)